I perceived my father as a hero, knowing and feeling that their was something so special and unique about him. His gentleness, kindness, loving, and playful nature naturally drew me closer to him.
From my eyes of youth I saw my dad as an adventurer.... a free spirit and a supportive friend to those around him. He was a dreamer and a visionary who was not afraid to stand up for his own rights while continuing to do what he loved to do; in conjunction with the responsibilities of raising five children.
Dad risked and sacrificed his Life to bring mine forth in many ways. In this lifetime.... as a merchant marine, paratrooper, and standing with his fellow men in combat during WW2; earning a purple Heart and coming home wounded, yet whole.
In another lifetime.... he risked and sacrificed his life while retrieving bones, fingernails, and hair samples from a Race of Beings that lost their lives due to destructive forces. YES.... it was an ATOM bomb explosion. He died that day in the process. Radiation poisoning entered every pore of his being, right through his space suit! He didn’t give up despite several warnings to come back. Radiation IS a deadly force when absorbed.
His seed (memory) did not give up. He lives as an example of the deepest Love one Being can have for another.... the giving of one’s life for the benefit of the whole.
I also perceived my mother as a hero; a hero of another kind. She was quiet, sincere, and protective of her children. Though she never expressed much emotion, I knew deep down from her actions that she loved and cared deeply for her family and her children.
From my eyes of youth I saw Mom as a private person who was mindful of the people she was around; she was discerning and vigilant. Always protective of her children and doing the best with what she knew and with what life had placed in front of her.
Mom also risked and sacrificed her Life to bring forth mine in many ways. In this lifetime.... foregoing her journey of discovery for the needs of her husband and children.
She received and accepted this quantum seed of FEAR - JOY so that I, and all of her children could learn from the mis-use of energy and the consequences of destructive action. She loved her children dearly and wanted them to learn how to use their gifts wisely.... she never gave up on her desire to RE-CONNECT with family no matter how deep, far, and wide her family had dispersed.
In another lifetime.... she found herself in a new land, one that she had not intended to be in. There was a miscommunication, she thought she was going to an environment called Venus. Instead she found herself in the environment of Earth, exchanging her creative desires through singing for the creative expression of birthing five children.
Her seed (memory) did not give in. She lives as an example of the deepest LOVE one Being can have for another.... giving of one’s life and passion for the benefit of the whole!
I AM A LIVING LEGACY
A PRESENCE of TRUE LOVE IN ACTION
Jacqueline Self
https://onetlcsow.blogspot.com/







